One Day That Will Be Me

College. I talk about it a lot. Yesterday I went to visit Messiah College. I went there expecting just to learn more about the college. Well sure I learned more but I fell in love with it. My older sister told that when she went to visit the college she now goes to for the first time she felt like it was a perfect fit. That is how I felt yesterday. I learned about the clubs, the nursing major, the Christian background, and that they try to lure high school students in by handing out free stuff. I also learned that I can go to New Zealand for a semester as a nursing student. NEW ZEALAND! Minus the 32 hour flight, it sounds pretty fantastic. Messiah isn't the only college that I've been looking at. Infact it was like last on my list for the longest time. There are pros and cons to this school as with every college. Con #1: I know TONS of people who want to go there. Pro #1: Ditto. I always thought in college I would start over. No one would have preconceived ideas about me and I could start a new. New friends, new place, new everything. Yet some how I don't want to be alone in college. I know what I'm saying doesn't really make sense but I guess that is just how my brain works. I promised myself that I would go wherever God wants me. I just hope that I will base my choice on Him and not on my own selfish desires.
Honestly, I don't know what college I am going to. I don't know where I will end up. Maybe I will stay in the same state, maybe I will end up in Florida. Right now, I think I just need to trust and obey whatever God has in store for my life. :)